“Oh…I thought I told you about that.”
It’s a phrase I’ll admit I’ve said far too often during the wedding planning process with Femi. It’ll usually be about some detail that I think is unimportant, but one that still should have been run by him. With our wedding almost 100 days away (but who’s counting), I’m learning some important things about communication.
One thing that I knew about Femi before we got engaged was that fanfare was not his thing. He was excited to marry me, but not as excited about the wedding. He’s a lot more low-key than I am. Now me? I’d have our wedding day declared a national holiday if I could. Knowing that Femi was not as concerned about wedding-related details as I was, I assumed I could make certain decisions without his input. I think we all know what happens when we make assumptions…
For example: our wedding colors. We were with a group of friends when someone asked me what our wedding colors are. When I quickly responded “purple, gray and gold,” Femi gave me a shocked look and said, “Oh really? When did we decide this?” I was taken aback because I assumed he didn’t care what our wedding colors were, and it was OK for me to make the decision myself. But we never actually discussed it. My friend didn’t ask me what MY wedding colors were, she asked what OUR wedding colors were. It led to a tense discussion later about how even though he was fine with what I chose, I should have discussed it with him first, and he’s absolutely right.
This type of situation is not just limited to secular aspects of the wedding. There were some Jewish wedding traditions I assumed we would do. Like the hora. It never occurred to me to ask Femi if he felt comfortable doing the hora. It’s a dance he doesn’t know, his family doesn’t know it, and he might not want to be lifted in a chair. But when my mom jokingly asked us who we’d assign to lift us, Femi responded with “Oh, are we doing that?” Initially I said “Of course!” But when asked why, I obviously had no good answer. It seemed like a typical Jewish wedding tradition to me, but I didn’t think about the fact that it was totally foreign to Femi’s family. I am still not sure if we’re definitely doing it!
So I offer this advice for couples in the early stages of wedding planning:
Femi has been extremely patient with me as I sift through all the details of the wedding; but it is important to set up a good system at the beginning of the planning process and stick to it throughout. It will prepare you and your partner for being on the same team in life.
Above all else try as hard as you can to find the joy in the process. There will be a lot of things that try to drag you down, and it’ll be up to the two of you to shake off the funk and get ready to dance!